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All in my head
We learned a lot together
when we were little, she and I.
For example, the movies taught us
there are lot of heroes out there
but the newspapers showed me
that villains don't play fair.
For every step I took
the world forced me a half one back.
She was the one to hold my hand
when I realized words are heavier than stones
and that ink can hurt more
than any broken bones.
She told me
it's all in my head.
I took the words
and clutched them tight
but I must have closed my eyes
because they dissappeared at night.
The sandglass froze right at
the twenty-first drop.
And when the water started to flood in
she just smiled and said
as I reached out my hand;
It's all in your head.

How do you wake up from reality?
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Pick It Up
It will be better tomorrow.

I write with words
that are turning empty again.
I walk street simply because I have to
not because I long to.
The demons are gnawling at the walls
in my stomach again
and I can't squeeze myself small enough
to make them stop.
I have a whole ocean in my lungs tonight
and it's making my head
loose connection with my heart (again).
I force my feet to walk
and my teeth to chew
but it all taste like paper,
but I know if I let go completely
I won't be able to come up for air
from this vast sea anymore.
Pick it up,
please pick it up.
I'll be strong tomorrow
I promise.
Just let me be a little girl for now.
I just need you to tell me it will be alright, even if it's not the truth.
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I could feel it too
I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe
and dove into the canvas I call myself.
I looked at the mountains,
I had barely been able to climb
(but did in the end)
I fed the birds
with crumbs made from my frustration
and sorrow and heard them sing.
I even boldy glanced briefly
into the boxes labeled
with dark red letters in the darkest corner,
but the shivers down my spine
stopped me from looking too long.
I also visited the lakes
made from the tears
I had shed in moments black and cold
and added some more,
(but just a few)
before I looked up
at the beautiful trees
that surrounded the lake,
not yet in full bloom.
It looked like there were waiting
for a spring  that hadn't arrived yet
but I could hear the branches rustling
and sighing in anticipation.
And I smiled and gently whispered back;
Because I could feel it too.
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Happy birthday Kitana
My dear Kitana,

I have a tendency
to flinch when someone mention
how old I am.
Then I scold myself,
because the passing days
are the ones that have allowed me
to get enchanted
by the magic your fingers produces.
You showed me
that words can be more
than just black lines on white sheets.
You showed me,
that obstacles are only misfortune
if you let them be.

Thank you

You have the kindest of hearts
and the sweetest of smiles.
I know I haven’t seen it live,
but I can see it between
your hellos and goodbyes.

I love you dearly

You say I have stars on my sleeves,
well you’re the one
that  put them there
and for that
you will always have a place in my heart.
Here’s to five more years.
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Come Back. by XeroXen Come Back. :iconxeroxen:XeroXen 2 0



Do you think that's wise?
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Hi again. I'm such a slow journal-writer, hm?
Well, I just started a blog, which will tell about all of my hobbies. I hope I will be able to keep that one more active than I do this dA journal ;)
If you are interested in photography, costumery, cooking or just me, do check it! Find it at
  • Listening to: Tsubasa Chronicle OST
  • Eating: anything
  • Drinking: tea



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daeien Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2016
Happy Birthday! :D (Big Grin) Party Have your cake and eat it too Party :D (Big Grin)
daeien Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2015
Happy Birthday! :D (Big Grin) Party Have your cake and eat it too Party :D (Big Grin)
xAlphaKittyx Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2015  Hobbyist
Thx for the fave~! ^^
daeien Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2014
Happy Birthday! :D :party: :cake: :party: :D
SpiderCoffee Featured By Owner May 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for faving <3
Berry-Cosplay Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter


Thank you so much for the :+fav: of:

Reyson Cosplay by Berry-Cosplay

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AseliaNL Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for the fav +fav… means alot to me!
Icedrop21 Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You thank you for making the picture and posting it :D
daeien Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2013
Happy Birthday! :D :party: :cake: :party: :D
Icedrop21 Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you :D
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